PENIPU!!!!

Kenapa la susah sgt nak jujur pda diri sendiri, betul2 tak paham, kenapa kena sumpah dgn nama Allah klu mmg benda tu tak betul.. sampai hari ini, tak pernah rasa completely bahagia, semuanya serba tak kena.. adakah aku yg harus pergi.. lgpun tiada jaminan pun aku di sini, lelaki semua sama, semua ambik kesempatan, tak guna, sanggup buat apa saja utk kepentingan diri. Rasanya bahagia ku cuma bila dia tiada..

wat exactly i want..

1. baik hati.
2. caring ( the way i take care of him)
3. love me because he wants to..
4. romantic.. ( holding hands when we're walking; flower; kisses; hugs).. so romantic
5. told me to wear this..that.. to make sure i'm pretty enough for him
6. always be wit' me no matter wat happen
7. ask me to stay forever, "be my girl..to the end of my life" ( erm mesti dia xkan cakap mcm tu)
8.bagi manja2 sket i ni (ekekeke...)
9. stop to yelling at me in front our frenz ( i hate that so much)
10. loyal to our relationship ( dont be getek2 i hate it too..)
erm.. byk lg kot hahaha.. but u're totally different with the first 'hafiz' who asked me to be his valentines... ;(, i miss that hafiz so much.. always greet me ' good morning B...) everyday.. can i get my hafiz back.. can i new year??? please..

my love...

this coming new year.. erm tak tau nak wish or ask for anything, but for sure ( tp xconfident nak mtk hehehe) ada dua perkara yg i really hope will happen for this coming 2010 is; first, my baby and i will always together until the end of ur life ( until the last breath la ;) ) celebrate our important occasions, birthday, valentines, anniversary, special day and make ur day ( i mean everyday) is wonderful day, cheer and laughter fulfill our life. Second, hoping that my baby will totally change into the person that i want, being loyal to our relationship..that is the most important thing u have to do.. BUT.. neither first nor second will be happen, i let him go.. I WILL.. we are not meant to be, maybe he belongs to the girl who love to hang around with guys, big eyes bla..bla..blaa.. menyampah..shit

Disana Menanti Disini Menunggu??

Huhu that song was totaly happen to me rite now,lagu nyanyian U'kays tu menceritakan ape yg belaku kat org skrang...dont know whut to do..hemm tapi pe2 pun org nak b tau yg org happy sangat dengan b..banyak benda yg kita buat sama2...actly org tak tau nak taip pe je b,org ni b pun kenalkan malas je taip menaip ni walaupun keje je ari2 dengan komputer ni..thanks sebab bg peluang org taipkan skit dalam blog b ni..-ur mumuk

Seumur hidup aku
Ini yang pertama
Pintu hatiku diketuk
Oleh dua wanita
Punyai ciri selama ini ku cari
Berbeza wajah ayunya tetap asli

Kalau ku pilih di sini
Apa kata di sana
Kalau ku pilih di sana
Di sini akan terluka
Perlukah aku pilih keduanya
Bahagi kasih adil-adilnya

Sungguh ku merasa resah
Untuk menilai sesuatu yang indah
Namunku ada pepatah
Yang aku gubah...

Di sana hanyalah menanti
Sampai bila pun ku tak pasti
Bertanya khabar melalui tinta
Jarang sekali bertemu muka
Namunku tahu dia setia

Dan di sini tetap menunggu
Berada jelas di mataku
Kasih tak luak terhadap aku
Sanggup menunggu kata putusku
Sayang ketabahanmu menawanku

EMPTY

rasa kosong.. tak tau mna silapnya.selalu ingin dia di sisi. Tp wlupunn kami slalu bersama aku rasa di jauhhhh.. mgkn sbb dia bukan milik aku, dia tak perlukan aku di sisi, dia dh ada perempuan tu! Aku bosan dgn apa yg aku ada skrg, hilangkan dia jika dia bukan milik aku.. Betul kata org klu dia syg aku, takkan ada alasan lain bg dia utk bersama aku, jadi dia mmg tak perlukan aku, LANSUNG!!!

I HATE YOUUUU!!!!!!

"hye pija..hemm sue sihat je,fs dia terdelete ritu,smua ok je,pija mcam mana ok skarang?abg dengan dia ok je,hemm maybe next year ada smthing special will happend btwen me and her,nak tau apa dia..tunggu...hehe "

Im off, totally cant take all dis anymore. wat ru waiting for? idiot! he's going to leave u. Come on start a new life, i wish i can turn back time, never know him, never start to love him anymore.. just go AWAY

Reflection

Nothing impress me much, watching days goes by, hopping to something impossible. im ruining my life just like dat... why im not trying to make my own life cheerful, why i owez thinking to make his life wonderful, but i almost forget dat i suppose to create my own life to be more meaningful, he already had wonderful life wit some one dat he 'loved', if im not appeared in his life, there is nothing different huh..

lydza, just look at you, how u regret ur life? owez 'being' someone dat i dream of, can i just meet wit someone who are ' my reflection '. hahaha i can beat there is no one like me in dis world, creating such a romantic and wonderful things to someone dat i loved

Dis is my fav song, REFLECTION by Christina Aquilera

Reflection

Look at me You may think you see

Who I really am But you'll never know me

Every day It's as if I play a part

Now I see If I wear a mask I can fool the world

But I cannot fool my heart

Who is that girl I see

Staring straight back at me?

When will my reflection show Who I am inside?

I am now In a world where I Have to hide my heart

And what I believe in

But somehow I will show the world

What's inside my heart And be loved for who I am

Who is that girl I see

Staring straight back at me?

Why is my reflection Someone I don't know?

Must I pretend that I'm Someone else for all time?

When will my reflection show Who I am inside?

There's a heart that must be Free to fly

That burns with a need to know

The reason why

Why must we all conceal

What we think, how we feel?

Must there be a secret me I'm forced to hide?

I won't pretend that I'm Someone else for all time

When will my reflection show Who I am inside?

When will my reflection show Who I am inside?