Apa pun yang terjadi
Berjalanlah tanpa henti
Airmata tertahan
Waktu untuk dijatuhkan
Nanti kita kan tahu
Betapa bijaknya hidup
Sepahit apa pun ini
Pelajaran yang bererti
Semoga kepergianku
tak akan merubah apa pun
semoga mampu ku lawan kesepian ku....
nanti kan tahu
betapa bijaknya hidup
sepahit apa pun ini
pelajaran yang bererti
Semoga kepergianku
tak akan merubah apa pun
semoga mampu ku lawan kesepian ku....
Semoga kepergianku
tak akan merubah apa pun
semoga mampu ku lawan kesepian ku....
Apa pun yang terjadi
Berjalanlah tanpa henti
-And im sure, if i go, he will be ok..
Monday, June 16, 2008
Moon
Yes..moon, i saw moon tonight. I never mentioned bout moon before. Nothing special bout moon, but dis night i saw moon wit him, near da airport. He likes to watch plane 'take off' ekeke..
I really dunno wat im doing rite now, but im happy wit him. Even i think too much bout him, try to throw him away, but i cant.. just plz dont push me frenz.. can u plz understand how hurt i am. Yes i know bout his phone, and im sure he has his own reason for dat.
6 months wit him, such a beautiful and wonderful moments, watching his tummy bigger and bigger ekeke, watching his hair longer and then cut also his sideburns ( dunno how to spell), owez ask him "bb.. klu dia tumbuh tak gatal ke?" hahaha.. maybe he boring to hear dat questions again.
Today got flu, tak suka betul. Pening.. nak jalan pun got no mood. but wat makes me happy my favorite boutique opened at 1 borneo, thank God. Welcome gurl.. fashion time. No need to melaram at KL also can 'catwalk' here maa.. so, wait dat moment.. jangan marah nyahhh..
I really dunno wat im doing rite now, but im happy wit him. Even i think too much bout him, try to throw him away, but i cant.. just plz dont push me frenz.. can u plz understand how hurt i am. Yes i know bout his phone, and im sure he has his own reason for dat.
6 months wit him, such a beautiful and wonderful moments, watching his tummy bigger and bigger ekeke, watching his hair longer and then cut also his sideburns ( dunno how to spell), owez ask him "bb.. klu dia tumbuh tak gatal ke?" hahaha.. maybe he boring to hear dat questions again.
Today got flu, tak suka betul. Pening.. nak jalan pun got no mood. but wat makes me happy my favorite boutique opened at 1 borneo, thank God. Welcome gurl.. fashion time. No need to melaram at KL also can 'catwalk' here maa.. so, wait dat moment.. jangan marah nyahhh..
Thursday, June 12, 2008
'PANDA'
Ehem..ehem..test one..two..three.. announcement plz.. kepada sesiapa yang bermata besar, yang ada uban, yang slalu kalah main bowling, n lastly yang slalu pening tu, eh lupa plak yang slalu bad mood jer... owh baca blog org eh? suka2 jer eh..
erm..anyway thank u for everything k, all da best 4 u.. nite2
erm..anyway thank u for everything k, all da best 4 u.. nite2
Monday, June 9, 2008
Unhappy
erm..unhappy, yup im not happy. Takut sgt satu hr nnt dia hilang, so im starting to do all the things by myself, go shopping ( window shopping aceli..), play bowling after class, watch sunset ( but now got no sunset, hujan all da time..) like hujan in my heart.. just plz God..
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
Insomnia
What is Insomnia?
Insomnia is defined as a chronic or long-term inability to sleep. We all have nights where we cannot sleep due to stress, anxiety, eating too late, or drinking too much caffeine right before bedtime. Insomnia, however, refers to a medical condition in which sleeplessness is chronic, or occurs repeatedly.
According to the Mayo Clinic, “Chronic insomnia is defined when you have problems falling asleep, maintaining sleep, or experience nonrestorative sleep that occurs on a regular or frequent basis, often for no apparent reason.”
What Causes Insomnia?
Insomnia may be caused by stress, anxiety, or worrying. It may be caused by grief or anticipation of a loved ones death or end-of-life care. Insomnia may be caused by depression or SAD (Seasonal Affective Disorder). It may be caused by feeling overwhelmed during the day, and the inability to “catch up.”
Many caregivers experience problems with sleep because they are overwhelmed with their caregiving responsibilities, and worried about their loved one’s well-being or condition. Caregivers of loved one’s with Alzheimer’s disease and dementia may experience sleep problems due to their loved one’s wandering at night. The caregiver may sleep lightly as they are listening for any movement in the house which may indicate that their loved one has gotten out of bed.
im starting to have insomnia? no.. please. even im not happy wit my real life, just plz, give me a wonderful dream .. dream wit him..
Insomnia is defined as a chronic or long-term inability to sleep. We all have nights where we cannot sleep due to stress, anxiety, eating too late, or drinking too much caffeine right before bedtime. Insomnia, however, refers to a medical condition in which sleeplessness is chronic, or occurs repeatedly.
According to the Mayo Clinic, “Chronic insomnia is defined when you have problems falling asleep, maintaining sleep, or experience nonrestorative sleep that occurs on a regular or frequent basis, often for no apparent reason.”
What Causes Insomnia?
Insomnia may be caused by stress, anxiety, or worrying. It may be caused by grief or anticipation of a loved ones death or end-of-life care. Insomnia may be caused by depression or SAD (Seasonal Affective Disorder). It may be caused by feeling overwhelmed during the day, and the inability to “catch up.”
Many caregivers experience problems with sleep because they are overwhelmed with their caregiving responsibilities, and worried about their loved one’s well-being or condition. Caregivers of loved one’s with Alzheimer’s disease and dementia may experience sleep problems due to their loved one’s wandering at night. The caregiver may sleep lightly as they are listening for any movement in the house which may indicate that their loved one has gotten out of bed.
im starting to have insomnia? no.. please. even im not happy wit my real life, just plz, give me a wonderful dream .. dream wit him..
Monday, June 2, 2008
Kau SEMPURNA bagiku...
Stand here right besides u everyday, every moments together. Seeing u happy, laugh, sad, bad mood ;), and mad.. like i dont want to forget every seconds wit u. I just hope dat i can delete u from my life.. sorry.. just sorry. It hurts a lot.. sakit sangat. Rasanya senyum n ketawa tak dapat tutup semua kesedihan. Cannot sleep every night, just bcoz cant stop thinking bout you, and sometimes i really hope dat u were thinking of me too.. ( ada ker? perasan lagi), he will never thinking bout me lorhh.. I want to dedicate dis two songs just for you..
Sempurna ( by Gita Gutawa )
Dis is bcoz u are just too sempurna for me.
Cradle ( by Atomic Kitten )
I want to love u like dis song 'I will rock you like a baby, I will,
Cradled in my arms,I will keep you safe from danger,Shelter you from harm...'..
First Song:- SEMPURNA
Kau begitu sempurna
Di mataku kau begitu indah
Kau membuat diriku akan selalu memujamu
Di setiap langkahku ku kan
selalu memikirkan dirimu
Tak bisa ku bayangkan
Hidupku tanpa cintamu
Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
tak kan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa
Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adlah hidup ku lengkapi diriku oh sayang engkau begitu sempurna .. sempurna
Kau genggam tanganku saat diriku lemah dan terjatuhk au bisikkan dan hapus semua sesalku
Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidup ku lengkapi diriku oh sayang engkau begitu sempurna .. sempurna
Sayangku engkau begitu sempurna.. sempurna.. sempurna..
Second Song:- CRADLE
I will rock you like a baby, I will,
Cradled in my arms,
I will keep you safe from danger,
Shelter you from harm...
There will never be another lover,
Who treats you like I do,
We can drift into forever,
On a love thats made for two...
Dont you ever say this loves not special,
Dont you ever think its not essential...
Baby...
I was only thinkin of you,
Hopin you were thinkin of me,
Two hearts beating just like one,
Agaisnt the world...
Baby...
I am always dreamin of you,
Hopin you are dreamin of me,
I could never live,
One day without your love...
I will kiss you like an angel, baby,
Cradled in my wings,
I will take you up to heaven,
Show you precious things...
If you promise that you love me,
If you promise that you care,
I will be here for you always,
And forever this I swear...
Dont you ever say this loves not special,
Dont you ever think its not essential...
Baby...
I was only thinkin of you,
Hopin you were thinkin of me,
Two hearts beating just like one,
Agaisnt the world...
Baby...
I am always dreamin of you,
Hopin you are dreamin of me,
I could never live one day,
Without your love...
Though you say you want a love,
But you dont think you believe it,
Just open up your heart,
And you know you will recieve it...
Oh baby...
Sempurna ( by Gita Gutawa )
Dis is bcoz u are just too sempurna for me.
Cradle ( by Atomic Kitten )
I want to love u like dis song 'I will rock you like a baby, I will,
Cradled in my arms,I will keep you safe from danger,Shelter you from harm...'..
First Song:- SEMPURNA
Kau begitu sempurna
Di mataku kau begitu indah
Kau membuat diriku akan selalu memujamu
Di setiap langkahku ku kan
selalu memikirkan dirimu
Tak bisa ku bayangkan
Hidupku tanpa cintamu
Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
tak kan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa
Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adlah hidup ku lengkapi diriku oh sayang engkau begitu sempurna .. sempurna
Kau genggam tanganku saat diriku lemah dan terjatuhk au bisikkan dan hapus semua sesalku
Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidup ku lengkapi diriku oh sayang engkau begitu sempurna .. sempurna
Sayangku engkau begitu sempurna.. sempurna.. sempurna..
Second Song:- CRADLE
I will rock you like a baby, I will,
Cradled in my arms,
I will keep you safe from danger,
Shelter you from harm...
There will never be another lover,
Who treats you like I do,
We can drift into forever,
On a love thats made for two...
Dont you ever say this loves not special,
Dont you ever think its not essential...
Baby...
I was only thinkin of you,
Hopin you were thinkin of me,
Two hearts beating just like one,
Agaisnt the world...
Baby...
I am always dreamin of you,
Hopin you are dreamin of me,
I could never live,
One day without your love...
I will kiss you like an angel, baby,
Cradled in my wings,
I will take you up to heaven,
Show you precious things...
If you promise that you love me,
If you promise that you care,
I will be here for you always,
And forever this I swear...
Dont you ever say this loves not special,
Dont you ever think its not essential...
Baby...
I was only thinkin of you,
Hopin you were thinkin of me,
Two hearts beating just like one,
Agaisnt the world...
Baby...
I am always dreamin of you,
Hopin you are dreamin of me,
I could never live one day,
Without your love...
Though you say you want a love,
But you dont think you believe it,
Just open up your heart,
And you know you will recieve it...
Oh baby...
Please wake up Gurl..
today, he asked me why aku kecik hati. And u know wat anne, u have to start realize dat he never feels dis relationship is more than frenz. Yup, betul orang kata, aku yang over perasan. God.. huh why it owez be me? why? why not some one else.. dah tak da org lagi ker kat dunia ni. Jus plz.. terlalu penat untuk all of dis stupid things. LOVE NEVER EXIST ANNE.. WAAAAAAAAAAKKKEEE UUUUUUUUPPPPPPPPPPPPP
What should i do, rasanya kena slalu fikir dat he belongs to someone else.. remember anne. just plz remember baby... B
Something Stupid(feat. Nicole Kidman ringtones !!! I know I stand in line
Until you think you have the time
To spend an evening with me
And if we go someplace to dance
I know that there's a chance
You won't be leaving with me
Then afterwards we drop into a quiet little place
And have a drink or two
And then I go and spoil it all
By saying something stupid
Like I love you
I can see it in your eyes
That you despise the same old lines
You heard the night before
And though it's just a line to you
For me it's true
And never seemed so right before
I practice every day to find some clever
lines to say
To make the meaning come through
But then I think I'll wait until the evening
gets late
And I'm alone with you
The time is right
Your perfume fills my head
The stars get red
And oh the night's so blue
And then I go and spoil it all
By saying something stupid
Like I love you
I love you...
Yes, something stupid, I love you. Yes i do luv u
What should i do, rasanya kena slalu fikir dat he belongs to someone else.. remember anne. just plz remember baby... B
Until you think you have the time
To spend an evening with me
And if we go someplace to dance
I know that there's a chance
You won't be leaving with me
Then afterwards we drop into a quiet little place
And have a drink or two
And then I go and spoil it all
By saying something stupid
Like I love you
I can see it in your eyes
That you despise the same old lines
You heard the night before
And though it's just a line to you
For me it's true
And never seemed so right before
I practice every day to find some clever
lines to say
To make the meaning come through
But then I think I'll wait until the evening
gets late
And I'm alone with you
The time is right
Your perfume fills my head
The stars get red
And oh the night's so blue
And then I go and spoil it all
By saying something stupid
Like I love you
I love you...
Yes, something stupid, I love you. Yes i do luv u
Sunday, June 1, 2008
My 'Life'
erm.. still tak boleh tido, maybe susah hati.. or sakit hati ;( ... too confuse for everything. tak tau stand for wat wit him, and too confuse either now i am happy or suffering. huh.. life so tough, sometimes rasanya mcm malas nak fikir apa2, but why 'apa2' still keep bothering me.. napa la hati ni lembut sgt, kan bagus kalau boleh jadi pengganas mcam kak jaiba n kak maria ekeke idola tuuu... huhuhu.. but slalu fikir klu kita baik ngan org, kalau kita jadi pemaaf org akan buat mcm tu kat kita balik..( tapi rasanya tak slalu pun org buat kat aku..konpius..konpius..) maybe aku ni bukan baik pun, cuma over lurus sangat kot.
tak mau mintak bahagia lagi, sbb bahagia takkan datang pun, now nak mintak kaya jer, boleh tak?.. kekeke..( cepat amin ramai2..) aminnnn... bila fikir2 balik napa rasa macam something keep kacau2 dis feelings, erm.. rasanya aku dah tau napa, just too afraid to loose him, dats all. Hari2 fikir, sama ada aku kena lari sebelum DIA hilang or just tunggu DIA hilang, dan biar DIA pergi bawak semua kenangan. tapi rasanya klu tgu, then DIA hilang, sakit sangat.. tak mau sakit lagi, tapi tak sanggup pun bagi tgl DIA macam tu jer.. He's really make me happy, wlupun kadang2 terasa dgn apa yg DIA buat. you are my 'smile' and 'tears'... thank you
tak mau mintak bahagia lagi, sbb bahagia takkan datang pun, now nak mintak kaya jer, boleh tak?.. kekeke..( cepat amin ramai2..) aminnnn... bila fikir2 balik napa rasa macam something keep kacau2 dis feelings, erm.. rasanya aku dah tau napa, just too afraid to loose him, dats all. Hari2 fikir, sama ada aku kena lari sebelum DIA hilang or just tunggu DIA hilang, dan biar DIA pergi bawak semua kenangan. tapi rasanya klu tgu, then DIA hilang, sakit sangat.. tak mau sakit lagi, tapi tak sanggup pun bagi tgl DIA macam tu jer.. He's really make me happy, wlupun kadang2 terasa dgn apa yg DIA buat. you are my 'smile' and 'tears'... thank you
Life...
Erm.. life.. someones said dat " LIFE IS SO WONDERFUL", " EVERYDAY IS A BLOOMING DAY-love dis", and here some quotes about life from some famous person:
Somerset Maugham:
It is a funny thing about life; if you refuse to accept anything but the best, you very often get it
( yup2 i agreed wit dis....)
Margaret Bonnano:
It is only possible to live happily ever after on a day to day basis.
( dis too...)
Ghandi:
Where there is love there is life.
( sure loorrr..)
erm..dahla malas nak cari lagi, hehehe.. ermm.. life? for me ker? rasanya dah lama berhenti to think bout my life, huh.. slalunya akan fikir pasal life org lain, make sure everyone dat i loved happy. It is ok if i don't feel happy wit my life, but at least i can happy by seeing them happy.. bahagianya... ( hope 'you' will happy...)
Somerset Maugham:
It is a funny thing about life; if you refuse to accept anything but the best, you very often get it
( yup2 i agreed wit dis....)
Margaret Bonnano:
It is only possible to live happily ever after on a day to day basis.
( dis too...)
Ghandi:
Where there is love there is life.
( sure loorrr..)
erm..dahla malas nak cari lagi, hehehe.. ermm.. life? for me ker? rasanya dah lama berhenti to think bout my life, huh.. slalunya akan fikir pasal life org lain, make sure everyone dat i loved happy. It is ok if i don't feel happy wit my life, but at least i can happy by seeing them happy.. bahagianya... ( hope 'you' will happy...)
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