I HATE YOUUUU!!!!!!

"hye pija..hemm sue sihat je,fs dia terdelete ritu,smua ok je,pija mcam mana ok skarang?abg dengan dia ok je,hemm maybe next year ada smthing special will happend btwen me and her,nak tau apa dia..tunggu...hehe "

Im off, totally cant take all dis anymore. wat ru waiting for? idiot! he's going to leave u. Come on start a new life, i wish i can turn back time, never know him, never start to love him anymore.. just go AWAY

Reflection

Nothing impress me much, watching days goes by, hopping to something impossible. im ruining my life just like dat... why im not trying to make my own life cheerful, why i owez thinking to make his life wonderful, but i almost forget dat i suppose to create my own life to be more meaningful, he already had wonderful life wit some one dat he 'loved', if im not appeared in his life, there is nothing different huh..

lydza, just look at you, how u regret ur life? owez 'being' someone dat i dream of, can i just meet wit someone who are ' my reflection '. hahaha i can beat there is no one like me in dis world, creating such a romantic and wonderful things to someone dat i loved

Dis is my fav song, REFLECTION by Christina Aquilera

Reflection

Look at me You may think you see

Who I really am But you'll never know me

Every day It's as if I play a part

Now I see If I wear a mask I can fool the world

But I cannot fool my heart

Who is that girl I see

Staring straight back at me?

When will my reflection show Who I am inside?

I am now In a world where I Have to hide my heart

And what I believe in

But somehow I will show the world

What's inside my heart And be loved for who I am

Who is that girl I see

Staring straight back at me?

Why is my reflection Someone I don't know?

Must I pretend that I'm Someone else for all time?

When will my reflection show Who I am inside?

There's a heart that must be Free to fly

That burns with a need to know

The reason why

Why must we all conceal

What we think, how we feel?

Must there be a secret me I'm forced to hide?

I won't pretend that I'm Someone else for all time

When will my reflection show Who I am inside?

When will my reflection show Who I am inside?

Blurrr...

I feel dat something missing between us, im not very sure, wat it is, i feel 'empty' everytime im wit him now, tak macam dulu.. Im not happy wit all dis. Maybe dia dah bosan dah kot. Seriously, dis makes me very upset and disappointed. Maybe he start to realize dat he's not suppose to be wit me. I can stop thinking bout him even just for a minute, but i have to realize dat maybe he doesnt think bout me even just for while, for sure he will think bout dat perempuan. Owh god, come on gurl, cheer up!! wake up!! look at you, less smile+laugh+happy, emm how come i can put smile in my face, honestly.. i felt 'empty' and lost. miss 'him' so much, miss da moments we spent together, 'him' spt yg aku kenal dulu.. aku spt hilang dia sedikit demi sedikit..dan lenyap akhirnya.

Dis can describe how much i care bout u

The way i am

If you were falling, then I would catch you.

You need a light, I'd find a match.

Cuz I love the way you say good morning.

And you take me the way I am.

If you are chilly, here take my sweater.

Your head is aching, I'll make it better.

Cuz I love the way you call me baby.

And you take me the way I am.

I'd buy you Rogaine when you

start losing all your hair.

Sew on patches to all you tear.

Cuz I love you more than I could ever promise.

And you take me the way I am.You take me the way I am.

You take me the way I am.

If I were a boy

I luv dis song, i wish i could be a boy even just be a day ekeke why there is no good man in dis world? dunno laa. tadaaa from beyonce luv u gurl

If I Were A Boy lyrics

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted and go

Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it
Because they’d stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone its broken
So they thinkthat I was sleeping alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waiting for me to come home (to come home)

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man
I’d listen to her
I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted (wanted)
Cause he’s taken you for granted (granted)
And everything you had got destroyed
It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don’t understand (yea you don’t understand)
How it feels to love a girl
someday you’ll wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you've taken her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy…

dedicated to man dat i loved

Life Guarantee

What would u do if there is no guarantee for any stuff dat u buy at store? complicated huh.. like me, i feel dat i have "no".. opss salah "any" guarantee for my relationship. I just wan to be like anyone else, to be loved. Im hoping dat next year will bring lucky n happiness 4 me. I spent almost a year wit him, such a wonderfull moments together and sometimes its hurts a lot. Until now im confusing wit my status, i mean 'I'm wat for him?' wat i have now is guarantee for losing him, marry wit dat _____ i hate to think about dat!!!!!. Just please, I want to be looooooooooooooooovvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeedddddddddddddd, dats all!!!!!! someone can treats me nicely, so gentleman. can accept me the where i am, and im the only one dat he loved..AMIN