Life Guarantee

What would u do if there is no guarantee for any stuff dat u buy at store? complicated huh.. like me, i feel dat i have "no".. opss salah "any" guarantee for my relationship. I just wan to be like anyone else, to be loved. Im hoping dat next year will bring lucky n happiness 4 me. I spent almost a year wit him, such a wonderfull moments together and sometimes its hurts a lot. Until now im confusing wit my status, i mean 'I'm wat for him?' wat i have now is guarantee for losing him, marry wit dat _____ i hate to think about dat!!!!!. Just please, I want to be looooooooooooooooovvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeedddddddddddddd, dats all!!!!!! someone can treats me nicely, so gentleman. can accept me the where i am, and im the only one dat he loved..AMIN